As the clouds disappear in the distance, I realize that I am chasing the sunset. The beautiful horizon minimizes into streaks of gold and bright orange. The contrast is surreal and unimaginable.

It is then that I am reminded of you and how you are gone from me. You left before you and I shared this new sunset…a world I find myself in today. Life has to be more than just chasing sunsets and experiences. We run around in blind corners of the world in a game we will never control or have power over.

What is it we want, what is it we strive for, why do we push ourselves to the extreme for stuff, power, money, and a fake happiness? We get to a comfort level in this dollhouse world we call reality. We then take a quick peak outside of our body and wake up to ourselves chasing the sunset.

May I ask, for what? It doest matter. In the end, our timeline is established and set. We have a limited number of sunsets that we will see, a limited number of falling stars, a limited number of new beginnings and endings.

Its wrong…everything about it is wrong. You should be here, you should be with me, I need your advice, I need your thoughts and I need you to make me laugh…. I need a hug to tell me it is okay.

Nevertheless, here I sit, looking out my window all the while knowing I am chasing the sunset.