Do you find yourself in a normal state of mind? What exactly is a normal state of mind? Are we all here just munching on stale grass?

Monday, October 02, 2006

Have you ever wished you could go back in time and change something? I don't mean lots of things, just one decision. Just that one that had a huge butterfly effect that it was unstoppable. I have a few of those.

Some I am embarrassed about. I am a grown woman with 2 kids depending upon me and here I am remembering times when I acted as if I was a nineteen year old. I think of those times now and wonder "what was wrong with me?" My actions could have hurt someone and I didn't even think through it.

It's never too late to turn life around and never go back to those choices that had huge butterfly aftermaths that were dangerous in theirself...

Life Lesson to self: Be strong. Forget the past. Its the past for a reason. You've come a long way baby to let those thoughts interfere with where you are going and how much you should be proud of yourself.