Is there such a thing as too much of an anal retentive? I cleaned the kitchen tonight with one half of a piece of paper towel and used every last possible available spot with the towel.

I am either becoming very economical, cheap or something exciting needs to come in and revitalize my life so I have more to brag about...

its our time down here, our time

I am stubborn and have made myself this way. I tend to believe I have to be the best at everything, be athletic, financial stable, knowledgable with a masters (although I will be working forever on this one). It also makes me feel like I let myself down and take too much to heart.

I always go back to the famous movie G**nies. They are at the water fountain where they are discussing other peoples wishes and the bucket comes down.

Mikey makes the best speech ever. He said "this is there time up there, but its our time down here... its our time."

Its our time. Its our time down here. So while all of you have your time up there I will have my time down here/