Do you find yourself in a normal state of mind? What exactly is a normal state of mind? Are we all here just munching on stale grass?

Friday, May 26, 2006

There are times in my life where I have never felt so alone
Then there are times where I feel crowded

I've had a full house of people in a given day and felt lonely
I've been alone in my house and felt overwhelmed with happiness

I remember times when I've cried myself to sleep alone
and I remember laying in bed talking and laughing with someone

I've felt heartache and pain
I've loved and rejoiced

I've cried when I was extremely happy
I've laughed when I was mad or upset

I've hated you
I've liked you

I've been pissed at you
I've thought I love you

I've missed the feel of your touch and our feet crossing at night
I've rejoiced because I didn't have to deal with your mood every day

I've wanted to call someone but was too nervous I would be cut to the quick
I've called someone and cut them to the quick

I've had friends let me down when I needed them most
I've let friends down because I was too worried about myself.

I've realized that noone is perfect until you fall in love with them and then you take a step to being complete with someone...